The Girl Who Loves Almost Everything: Where are you love bird ?

Hey ya! So sorry for the late update,was quite buzy with my college life. Assignments,trips and much more that will (i believe in the future) can build up into the new Mount Everest. Since I'm taking Hotel Management,it involves a lot of going around to see how others do in the field. So we recently had our very first trip to Bako. No words can describes how much fun we had together. =) Bittersweet memories.

Back to the main topic.
Few days ago,had a conversation with someone. Told them that I never dated someone in my 18 years of life till today,of course no one believed me. Why? I would never know why. Only He,the Almighty one knows. Because he holds my future. I had a few experience before where I taught that maybe I can actually feel how its like to be someone's, a stranger loved ones besides than family.
And to my expectation, I will always be the one person who seems to be talking to herself.
Got turned down is one of the favourite words that are frequently used in my dictionary.
Since then, whenever I feel like I found someone that perhaps can share my world, I will be really scared to actually say it out until without realising it,it leaves a mark in me. Watching him got into other person's world is quite hard to accept and swallow down. Let me share you a story of someone called ME.

1. I was still a young teenager back then, liked that someone, talk and talk and suddenly one day I don't actually know why till now, he just went MIA. Perhaps I'm too scary for him. Since then,I can't seem to find him and just as a friend, talk again. But well,who would have want to let the person who scares them into their life again.

2. 3-4 years back then, met this someone at someone's special occasion. Found him quite cute and funny in his own way. Text back and forth,never on the phone. So one day I decided that I should spill the beans and tell him what every other person would do if they liked them,tell him. AND OF COURSE, I'm his sister by words. not againnnnnnn. His reason? I have way too far to go yet and embark my journey with someone better. Classic,very classic. Perhaps one day, I should write a novel. GOOD IDEA, and i should make a movie out of it. Till now,he hadn't belong to anyone but the light is too dim to re-ignite. But one thing that makes me adore him more is that,he is someone that can be positive every time you're feeling too much negativity in you.

3. Met the wrong person @ playboy @ jerk. NUFF SAID.

Whatever it is for now, I'm here,walking the new path in life. Trying to focus and get myself used to it and slowly seeping in the new environment.
I don't need any more negativity in my life so I'm very glad to let go all of the past.
Let He decides whats best for His beloved children.

so lets end this with some of my favourite quotes in a picture =)