So, i just deleted my last
sound-kinda-stupid-blog. Made a new one because trying to forget some "unfavourite event" .. My last blog was just a
"thing" for me to ran away from boredom. I remember i was still in
Form 3. That period when people my age(back then) are so desperately looking
for a part time job. I was 'planting grapes' at home for a few weeks,but then i
tried and search for any part-time jobs,lucky enough i got one. My mistake is
that i didn’t get the pro's and con's clearly,got fired because i have to leave
earlier for a family trip. Well,i don't lose anything basically.WHATEVER.
hahahah
turned the future wheel down the
road,here i am today,sitting,trying to figure what to write while bobo is
insisting me to play with her and glared me with her soulful puppy eyes (O_O). Well,not exactly like that.(can’t find any other more
bobo-like face)
This is the result after being ignored for long.
I actually,personally really glad to finish high school.No offense friends.FYI,i am mentally,emotionally and physically effingly disturbed and unstable for few times(i guess most of the time). I never had a friend whom shares the same neighbourhood,goes to the same school at the same time. I have quite a slight (much) difficulty during my senior year. why?
1.I am the only non-chinese.yeah GET THAT? its not that i don't prefer making friends with other races,i loved it actually,the more friends,the better! but,yeah. You will get what i mean deep there. =/
2. Language barrier. Although i do speak mandarin,but i yearn for that someone whom i can scream,go berserk or go randomly stupid in the class that speaks the same language with me that no one else can understand.
3. Dramas,dramas everywhere. Nuff said.
4. Hypocrasy. U knew what i mean here.
5. Like no.2,since 99 percent are chinese,the teachers speak in mandarin MOST of the time.
so they expect me to understand everything.
6. I sat alone for the whole 2 years because on the first day of school,i was the last to come into the class and to choose my seat. Thus,i have no one to discuss about works. And that is why i always secretly sat at back row where i had someone(few to be exact) to help me in my work,but still . =(
And that is why I felt so much relieved after finishing my SPM. while most people eagerly want to go back high school. Different people,different personality,am i right?
I don't need to be symphatise because everything happens for a reason.
Cheers and smile because an adventure awaits!


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